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I'm sooooooo tired... [27 Mar 2004|09:22pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Rock DJ-Robbie Williams-Sing when you're winning ]

I overslept the hole afternoon.....:)

but it was GOOOOOD!

But I gained weight again:(

Oh well.. no more sweets!

~Eila~

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Why..oh why? [23 Mar 2004|08:51pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Something Beautiful-Robbie Williams-Escapology ]

Why am I sooo tired of school?

and so unable to work concentrated?!..:(

Oh well.. it's still time..:)

~Eila~

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Then...Why?! [21 Mar 2004|06:01pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | No Melody-Turntablerocker ]

Why...is he so dpressed?

Why...can't I help him better?

Why...Am I so lively and exhausting?

Why...am I always thinking about people liking me? or not liking me?

Why..am I so afraid?

Why, why, why..

Questions.. But NO Answers..:(


~Eila~

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Boy.. Life is INTERESTING! [21 Mar 2004|10:36am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Is It 'Cause I'M Cool-Mousse T ]

Actually I should be sitting at my desk and learn for Biology, or English, write some stupid composition or train my English talking skills.. but I rather wanna WRITE, THINK and... have fun!

I sometimes think, I am too loud, boring, tiring, but maybe I'm ok the way I am, but I just shouldn't exaggerate it..

Is it a problem that officially HE is NOT my Boyfriend, but I told some people here?

I don't think so..

HM.. complicated World...:)

OK, I'll go..ain't I a good Girl?

~Eila~

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A Toast to Love...:) [21 Mar 2004|01:08am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Demo (Letzter Tag)-Herbert Grönemeyer-Mensch ]

What if....I'm in Love? But planning on going to Spain?

Is that good?

I don't know. Difficult.

Especially when HE is unable to love....or better: to express it.

~Eila~

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busy [12 Oct 2003|08:43pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I'm still busy

Even too busy to read FanFic, what a sad, sad, sad world!


Greetings,

~Eila~

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Sorry [08 Oct 2003|10:51pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Klarinet Music ]

Sorry dear Journal that I abandoned you for such a long time.. I was just sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo busy..... So many things happening around me and so many stupid, stupid boys wandering around on the planet earth..:(

Ah well, no time, no time, I've gotta go read Shakespeare...

Greetings,

~Eila~

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WE ARE 2ND BEST JUNIOR COMPANY IN THE HOLE OF EUROPE!!!!! [24 Jul 2003|12:22am]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | In The Shadows - The Rasmus ]

I Just can't belive it!!! But WE made second place in London!!!

And Yesterday we had our general meeting and now I'm even more exhausted...:( But happy :)

Only tomorrow left and then school is over for this year and I'm starting into some incredible wonderful holidays!! YAY!! :)

off, I think I'll take a nap!

greetings,

~Eila~

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I'm stressed out! [11 Jul 2003|09:04am]
[ mood | tired ]

Wow!

I didn't think that anything yould have been worse then the last 6 weeks, or so. I'm drowning in work! Next week I'm on the European Competition of our Junior Achievements Company.. We are the best JA Company in the hole of Germany! Yay! go us! :) But this meant that we had to translate EVERYTHING into English.... Oof. Really, really difficult. All of this Business Englisch.. WAH! But well, only 4 days to go, and then I'm on my plane to LONDON! for full 5 days! YAYYAYYAYYAYYAY! This is going to be MARVELLOUS!

Ok, I've gotta run to class!

Bye!

~Eila~

P.S. don't be scared by my weirdness, I've only slept aprox. 5 hours per night for the last one and a half weeks... so I'm a bit exhausted..:(

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HP5 and various other [22 Jun 2003|10:41am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Feel Good Time ]

So... I have the HP5 book lying around here, but I'm not going to touch it until Tuesday( this is sooooooo hard!) I have a really hard test on Tuesday and am afraid that i'll ruin it if I start to read now. I really need the time to learn :(

But: I've got an excellent, marvellous flight to the US, and now.. everyone.. watch out! I'm coming to Seattle and then to NY in August!!!! Yeah! :D

I really am soooooo excited about this and actually had NO hope about getting a flight. But it turns out, there still are miracles happening :))

World is SO Great!

~Eila~

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I'm back! [20 Jun 2003|04:19pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

hey!
I'm Back! I'm back from my holiday, I'm an adult now, I got my drivers licence, I'm a bit weird, I just managed to get our Project in school up and running, and I'm tired..

and now I'm off to do some shopping and get some food, as I'm alone @ home...:D

This is FUN!

~Eila~

P.S. I'm also guil't manage to BETA read Sarah's fic.. I hope she will still talk to me *hides* :(

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Alone @ Home [09 Jun 2003|12:13am]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | I can't get no Satisfaction ]

Oh I just love it!

I have the hole house just for me ! :D

Hehe, I can dance around wearing nothing, and eat what I want :D


Ok, I'm off to take a sunbath in the garden :)

~Eila~

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Rolling Stones Rock! [07 Jun 2003|03:38pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | I can't get no Satisfaction ]

This Concert was the best thing I've EVER seen in my hole life!!!!

The hole (!) stadium was up on their seats and shouting and screaming!


This was soooooooooooooooo great!!! Ah, screw Britney Spears, there's no better music on the earth than the Stones!

WOW!

I'm still totally deaf, because of the loud music..:)

So, if you want to talk to me, you gotta SCREAM!

~Eila~

p.s. just for info: MY BITHDAY IS ON TUESDAY!!! :D
p.p.s. the stadium I was talking of is the Munich Olympic Stadium! :D

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Payback time [03 Jun 2003|05:36pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

looks like at the moment it's payback time :(

everyone just throws everything at me with the words: ah, no problem, you'll make it!

sure, my day has 48 hours!

ARGH!

~Eila~

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worked! [01 Jun 2003|07:09pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Look at Her ]

Isn't my friend Anna a nice little gurl?

~Eila~

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little test [01 Jun 2003|07:02pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

ok, little test about pictures:



~Eila~

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P.S. [31 May 2003|07:52pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Get Busy ]

Forgor to add:

I found THE perfect outfir for the confirmation on Friday :D

And: I can still wear it to the concert ( Rolling Stones Concert!!!!!!)


~Eila~

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blubb car blubb [31 May 2003|07:51pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

looks like I finally know which car we're going to buy..:D

a....


HONDA! Jazz :D

really cool car!


~Eila~

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Whoa [27 May 2003|10:55pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Sleep - Dandy Warhols ]

I just had my night lesson , so I drove 2 and a half hours through the night.... But I did quite good. Best lesson since quite a long time...

But tomorrow is my theory test.. and I bet my english teacher is going to question me, becaue I missed her class today, and they wrote an "Extemporale", a small uninformed test...:(

I can't learn English AND Theory..:(

Well, I'm so sleepy now, I think I'l just go to bed and just skip her lesson, or so.

And I bought two dresses for the Confiramtion, but they both were rejected by my parents.. so now I'm not sure about them anymore myself..

Friggin Parents!

well, whatever, I'm asleep and writing in my sleep..:D

~Eila~

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Yay! [25 May 2003|10:11pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | *yaymusic* ]

I just quit learning for my Ethik test tomorrow and I'll now start to learn for my drivers licence theory test on wednesday......

So, My figgin weeks are OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Happydance*

~Eila~

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